Thunder Thigh Thursday & Frustration

Weighed in today.

It's the exact. same. number. that I have been seeing for the past 4 weeks.

And I know why. The dangum weekends.

I can't control myself!

How do I stay on track?

I need to figure it out because I've got less than 2 weeks left at this job with a "normal" schedule then I'm back to working late nights again.

My GOAL this weekend is to stay on track. No pizza. If I go out to eat, I'm getting a salad. And so on......

I'm still working on week 3 of the C25k program because I'm still really struggling with it. I'm struggling to go 3 times a week, and when I go it's REALLY hard. It's hard to run up those little hills in my neighborhood. They look innocent. But they're EVIL.

Who wants to buy me a tredmill? Pretty please? With a cherry on top?

I'm getting kinda discouraged.......but I know the reason I have not progressed is my fault. I still feel like I am eating healthier 90% of the time, exercising more than I was before I should be seeing SOME sort of difference. But nothing. I mean......at least the scale isn't going up, I guess.

I was looking at pictures from highschool last night and HOLY LORD was I skinny. And I thought I was fat. Please don't tell me that one day I'm going to look back on pictures of me now and think I was skinny.

Well, going to get pedicures with my sister tonight so I won't likely be running. Even though I intended on running today. I don't want to put yucky sneakers on my freshly painted toes. I wonder if there are any exercises I can do without wearing shoes? ;)